Just so you know

The bell tower stand still tanned in the dusking sky. The afternoon is long, the birds are rendering west as they follow the setting sun, and the townsmen are retiring to their respective roofs before the evening falls. While all other people are returning home, she is walking against the flow by heading to the bus terminal. Down the alley she pass by the beautifully crafted bouquets of flowers in a boutique and followed a day dream that one day, she will be given one of those by a man who truly love her. In the glass window there is a signage written in velvet red – Valentine’s Day, and then a curve of smile in her lips showed upon knowing today is a special day. For a moment she thought that this day would be extraordinary because she will be meeting the man who have waited for two years and invested a trust worthy relationship before he could officially ask her to be his girl.   She was only 17 when they first met in a feast where all of the farmers gathered to ...

Denial is abundant when you are at the point of breaking down. Denial is living by the truth that never exist. Denial is pointing out the obvious that was never really there. Denial is believing we are not. We deny because we are afraid of hurt. We deny because we are tired of explaining. We deny because refuse to accept. We deny because don't want to believe. But the hardest part of denying is when it leaves us no choice but to suppress our own happiness for the other.  That point in denial when you are about to Love... again.