That point in denial

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Denial is abundant when you are at the point of breaking down.
Denial is living by the truth that never exist.
Denial is pointing out the obvious that was never really there.
Denial is believing we are not.

We deny because we are afraid of hurt.
We deny because we are tired of explaining.
We deny because refuse to accept.
We deny because don't want to believe.

But the hardest part of denying is when it leaves us no choice but to suppress our own happiness for the other. 

That point in denial when you are about to Love... again.


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