Just so you know

I have lost my memory of the time when I last wrote my thoughts in this web space. My thought tonight is very wide awake like the galaxies in the skies, despite the deep grievance of the weather since Christmas eve. I have been feeling a little depressed in the past few occasions where I had to look back 10 years ago when my freedom was at it's finest. I cannot fathom how did I come across feeling so low no matter how hard I tried to keep my self together. I feel like anytime I will burst into tears because I feel that everything is too much for my soul to take. I want to close my eyes without any worries what will happen tomorrow, I wonder how it feels like a sleeping child.