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On my sophomore years, Philosophy was my second fave subject next to Humanities. When we were studying the Philosophy of man, I saw how one man can change the life of the other. Man in nature is intricate, aesthetic and mysterious, who, by himself is an actor of each others' story.    ~Mash~ T HE PERSON NEXT TO YOU   ROSS SNYDER                         Who is the person next to you?                     You might say a name, and describe how tall he is,                         and the color of eyes and hair.                    ...

T ales from the Earthsea is one of those Studio Ghibli productions released in 2006. I want to share this very beautiful music from this  magical Japanese movie, here in English version. ^_~ Teru no Uta by: Aoi Teshima Far,far above the clouds, against the setting sun. A falcon flies all alone, soaring in the wind. I hear his lonely cry,so sad must he be. Riding the silent wind,a falcon flies alone. Reaching out with his wings,grasps the empty sky. Riding silent with the wind,never can he rest. What it is within my heart,no one can ever know. A heart like a falcon,is this very heart. What it is within my heart,no one can ever know. Lonely falcon,in the empty sky. I walk alone along deserted country roads. Walk with me side by side, you are always there. I feel your loneliness, lonely you must be. Crickets, they are whispering, in the grassy fields. You walk there by my side, walk the path with me. But you never say a word, never do you speak. What it ...

The great act of loneliness is being in the state of tactful maturity knowing that Love is a Fallacy. Just when you thought love conquers all things, just when you thought Love creates a universe; it was all but wishful thinking. If you meet someone, a stranger for instance, how would you recognize your feeling towards the person? Your first impression creates the final judgment on what is he going to be in your life, isn’t it ironic? If you think you are in a state of love-at-first-site, you better dig behind your consciousness on whether you experienced only a snapshot of your lustful intuition. If you know that what you’re feeling towards the person is only short lived, it is therefore a fallacy to say, “I love you” at first glance.  In one article I read from a magazine called Kerygma, the writer said “Real Love is an act of will, a conscious choice, an action. That is because very often, a genuinely loving person uses real love, not emotions, to motivate himself into...

.... Something to ponder about. I remember this article being shared by my Philosophy professor.  Grieving the loss of love means fully feeling and then releasing all the painful emotions that come up when we reflect on our loss. Although this is an automatic process, there are many ways we can interfere unknowingly. As the previous chapter explains, one common mistake is to move on too quickly, not giving ourselves enough time to grieve. Yet another mistake is not giving ourselves permission to experience all our feelings.                 When we lose a partner or a relationship ends, we expect to feel waves of sadness and sorrow, but this is only a part of the grieving process. To release our attachment to a person or relationship, other feelings need to be experienced and released. THE FOUR HEALING EMOTIONS To release our attachment, we need to experience four healing emotions : ...

mash skul of tots mash: no other than the pUnKy orange girl in d’ block wanna see me naked? My engineered motto: It’s not how fast you learn but on how well do you learn…. Repetition is mastery I am a pure blooded artist Wear outfits dat says " I am not a whore but not a virgin either" Boyfriends are IN when skul days are over Will somebody PleAsE court me?!!! Im not hot, nor cool,,,, its Lukewarm It’s not what it says but how it looks i like rugedly handsome.... not so soft… not too hard…..just tender my accent is american pinoy.... damn im loud!!!! hail my beauty ; a goddess iv never seen such expresive eyes as mine... mona lisa; like my smile does FUNÇK me Hug me till my breath runs out… Unbreak my heart I hate the word BESTFRIEND Can I sleep with you tonight? I am yours…. Tickle my toe I wanna be a writer Hands off! Or i’ll kick your butt…. ich ni san schi go ruk s...

I was browsing my Smilebox slides and when I found this I chuckled for the funniest memories I had with these great people... Team Marky... This free picture slideshow customized with Smilebox

Hi-Skulers as what I call them... It seems only yesterday when we met... Then the friendship, like a diamond, is forever... Customize a collage Jenny Piang, I still remember those letter-sending-addiction way back in our sophomore years in Xavier U ... It's cute and funky making letters, like the one you send on MTV song request.. hahah! I still have 'em in my portfolio, sometimes I read them every time I go back to CDO. I wish we could do that again but we aren't in the same place now, besides there's our cyber channel facebook and twitter to chat, duh! Here's some of our fun pix together .. love lots! I miss Berliling, haven't seen her for a while now... See yah CDO Chay ;) Digital slideshow customized with Smilebox

Our Fifth Angel ............... Forever Love GOD GAVE ME YOU ________________ For all the times I felt cheated I complained, you know how I love to complain For all the wrongs I repeated Though I was to blame, I still cursed that rain I didn't have a prayer, didn't have a clue And then out of the blue God gave me you to show me what's real There's more to life than just how I feel And all that I’m worth is right before my eyes And all that I live for, though I didn't know why Now I do, cos god gave me you For all the times I wore my self-pity Like a favourite shirt, all wrapped up in that hurt For every glass I saw, I saw half empty Now it overflows like a river through my soul From every doubt I had, I’m finally free [ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/bryan-white-lyrics/god-gave-me-you-lyrics.html ] And I truly believe God gave me you to show me what’s real There’s more to life than just how I feel And all that I’m worth is ri...

It's already past 1 AM.  I look at the window. I imagine the blue curtain that will soon hang in there. I wander my view to the whole space of this room, it seems to be enormous. The walls are painted white and the artworks hanging are quite vissibly attractive. I think I need to buy more pillows for this kingbed he had bought me last December, though I'm the only on who will sleep on it anyway. The street is still in the dark, it would probably rain later. I haven't noticed the time passing, just three days ago it was already 2012 and suddenly I came to look back the bitter sweet moments of the prior year.  It  has been another 365 days of pain, laughter and love passed away and it seemed only yesterday when I read back at my diary who just turned 7 years old. In so many adventures I had, I know there had been two things that made the turning point, one is when my father passed and the other man that will soon to replace the lost love. My little jelly bean had grown to...